Need I say more?

NEED I SAY MORE??? (and no it wasn't me who did this, but someone else in my house hold and it wasn't the kids either) Yep, you guessed it.

This Morning on a Baby Story!!!

This morning on A Baby Story, they gave this mom MORPHINE and Ambien so she can get some sleep, drugged her up REALLY well while she was in labor, gave her Pit, and Mom is in the tub saying, What do I need a bath for? I don't need a bath, why am I here? Then at one point in the episode the MIDWIFE comes out and says "in our practice we try VERY hard not to do a c section because after that they cant have a vaginal birth again". Mom has a 22 hour labor, Vaginal Birth and baby is 8lbs 4 oz. What the heck is wrong with these people????
My Opinion:
No you Don't HAVE TO HAVE A C-section after you've had one, that's what a VBAC is for. This midwife was more of a MEDWIFE. And I bet you that baby was so sleepy after she came out, my goodness.
My advice to all of you, DO YOUR RESEARCH, EVEN Before you have a baby! UGHHHHHH I am so mad at the Obstetrical World today, Can't you tell????

Oh yeah, and make sure you visit http://www.ican-online.org

Last night into today...

Last night Martin the vulnerable Moose came over. We were all hanging out and jackass was well, being a jackass. He was going to the store so I spent an hour begging him to go get me a White hot chocolate from Dunkin Donuts. By the time he did go, they had closed. I was pissed. He keeps telling me that I'm being controlling, yet look at all he's done to me. He's just looking for an excuse. Then Martin pissed me off. He said he would stay till 11pm, and it was well after midnight and he was still here, but not hanging out with us, but talking on MY phone like he had been doing the majority of the evening. I kept bitching at jackass to get up and be a man and tell his friend, Look, either you gotta go, and get off the phone, or you can stay and sleep on the couch, but you gotta get off the phone. He would not do it and I got really mad.

This morning he bugged me to give him money after he wanted to leave me with $8 for two weeks. Oh hell NO. I am not giving him jackshit. I am not working full time like he is. Then I got mad, took K and went to Weight Watchers which I plan to do every week. He was mad that I will be spending $40 a month on weight watchers, but you know what, I don't care. I lost 30 lbs on it last time, I could do it again! Screw him! I am just so angry that he is acting this way towards me. He told me I should walk around more, but I haven't had the motivation. I'm planning to start going to a Gym and find a gym buddy to have motivation to go every week.

Now I'm back home and came on here to ramble. Well I'm off.

Why do men not listen???

I woke up this morning, and jackass says to me, Go take the rent money out of the account, the landlord will be by to pick it up at some point. Then he goes and takes half of the money out himself and is now walking around with $500. What an idiot! I yelled at him. "What about the last time this shit happened and you were walking around with $600 you idiot! You were robbed". He said Not to worry about it. Ok I won't.

K woke up at 9am. I was like WOW. First time she's done that in a long time. M isn't here. I have class on Saturday morning, so my mom kept him yesturday and said, Leave him here, I don't want to make an extra trip for him on Friday. I'm taking 3 classes this term, plus my photography class at the 92nd Street Y.

I need a vacation. I'm thinking of going to Chicago in March, but in a way, it may be too much cause I have to be in Syracuse in April. Then my grandmother insists I go to Greece over the summer. I don't know, we'll see. Last week Irene came up for the weekend, K's godmother, and she had the gifts in her car. She went to get them the next morning and they were gone. Some stupid moron broke into her car. K was heartbroken, but of course, her Nouna promised that she would get them for her again and we could go down and visit for a weekend. K wanted to leave with her after that. LOL!

I'm rambling...yea i know... I will be back a little later, K wants Dora cereal.