Empty

Empty - That's how I feel today. I feel unloved, underappreciated, and I'm an emotional wreck! Yesturday was Katarina's first birthday, the most beautiful angel I have ever met. She is celebrating it in heaven. Today is Quinn's 3rd birthday, he's also celebrating his birthday in heaven.
But that's not why I feel empty. I feel empty because I feel like everyone hates me, no one loves me, no one wants me anymore. Hardly anyone calls and says "Hey, how you doing?" I feel angry. Angry at everything that's going on around me. Angry that shit always ends up happening to me.
I am sad. Sad that my marriage has failed, that things in my life are crazy right now, but most importantly, I am feeling very low.