You think you know a person.....

You think you know a person *WARNING FOUL LANGUAGE*


It's funny how sometimes you care about a person so much that they are the ones to turn around and stab you in the back. Long ago, I hurt someone near and dear to me. I still love and care about that person very much and I'm glad that he has forgiven me. Last week, two of my closest friends not only hurt me, but completely stabbed me in the back. I guess Karma has a way of kicking people in the ass.


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Somebody once said to me "You need to stop letting people walk all over you and taking advantage of you. You gotta keep your head up and be who you wanna be." That same person turned around, Fucked my best friend, and to this day has the audacity to tell me that he still gives two shits about me. I did care about him. Alot actually. More than I should have. I knew we were just friends, but I started to fall for him. I fell hard, very hard in fact.


Which brings me to another point. Most of my friends have always been guys. Because girls are bitches (most of them) that start shit. Don't get me wrong, Guys are assholes too, but I have NEVER had any of my guy friends do me wrong like that. This is why I don't go out and "MEET" people all the time. I keep to my enclosed circle of friends. You can't trust anyone in this world.


If you ever read this, I want both of you to know that I am very hurt over this. Very hurt. In fact, I am heartbroken. I feel backstabbed. You think you know a person, until one day they stab you in the back. They take your heart out, stomp on it and cut it into a hundred pieces and shove it back in. And all you ever did, was look out.