I can't take it anymore

I can't take the preassure everyone puts me under, especially my grandmother. She acts like I should know it all and if jackass does something, it seems to always be my fault. This time, one of the kids cough medications fell off from the top of the fridge and he put it on the stove, so she started yelling at me about it. WTF??? I'm at the point of tears. I just can't take it anymore. I wish that my family could just understand where I'm coming from too. I don't feel well, not only cause of the problems with my back, but I'm still dealing with Post Partum Depression. I can't find my meds, which seem to be MIA. I'm gonna talk to Dr. L tomorrow.

I've just been under so much preassure and so much stress, it's not even funny. Everyone counts on me for everything. I sooo need a vacation. I think I might take one soon. K and I are going to see Ringling Brother's on the 12th and the Doodlebops are guest starring during the aftershow. It will be fun for her, I think. I feel so tired tonight, but can't sleep..still got a few things to do and I have a lot on my mind. I got tickets to a yankee game and can't wait. I wish I could just go somewhere and get away from everything and everyone. I can't wait to hit the beack this summer!