Why I created this blog...

This blog was created to let out all the frustrations and anger that I have to deal with daily. Whether it's cause of my husband, kids, family..whatever...I just need a place to keep myself sane if y'all know what I mean. Well anyway, today has been one of those days..I told hubby to feed the baby while I finished taking care of some things and it seems like the all the stupid asshole wants to do is ignore me. I asked him to feed M and he will feed him half is bottle and then go to sleep causing him to cry. The othernight i told jackass that I needed a break. Today he told me he needed a break, so I turned around and said to him, when do I get a break? I asked him to come see the damn shrink with me and he refuses to. WTF?

My poor shrink..the last few times all I've been doing is telling her about my psychotic husband and his obsession with hypnosis. It seems like the stupid fuck just doesn't want to give it up. That's ok though. Some day he will learn. Life's ramblings is what this is about, so shit may not be in the same order, but it's like a journal. haha I was put on a higher dose med, higher than celexa. Let's see if that brings me back some of sanity, but like Dr. L said, I got a lot on my plate right now. Sometimes I just want to kill the bastard. We have two beautiful children and all the asshole does is fuck around with whoever and whatever. Maybe he will one day realize the mistakes he made, but then it will be too late. I plan to get away at some point, but don't know exactly when. Who the hell knows? I know the world is coming to an end soon.

For now, I will leave you at that....I'm expecting some packages today and they will hopefully be here soon....