Almost Lost it...

Tonight I almost lost it. M was driving me nuts, I mean he would not stop ALL DAY! Jackass was no help either, he decided to go to the DMV today of all days. I'm under so much stress and so much anxiety lately. I'm dress hunting, I have a conference and a meeting this weekend that's coming up. Next week is Charlotte's Birthday party. I can't find my meds. I have no idea where they ended up. My house needs to be cleaned. The mother's helper did not show up today. I am so pissed about that cause she did not even bother to call. I just wish I could run away from this hell whole and not come back. Of course, I don't mean leave the kids, I'll take them with me. I just want to leave jackass. The other night I told him I loved him and he took a while to say it back. BASTARD!

I'm debating on watching a movie tonight, but not sure if I want to. I have to call C back later. I saw Ice Age 2 the other night and it was really good. I have dishes to do too. Dammit. I need a dishwasher. I told Amanda to get me a chasity belt after the divorce. LOL I sure as hell don't want any surprises, especially while I'm dating someone. I won't have sex again till I get married again...someday.

Good news is, I'm going back to the Gym. I'm going to become a member at one of the best Gyms around so it will be great! They have pools! YAY!! I can't wait to go swimming and while K is away, I will be taking M with me there! WOO HOO!! I guess that's all for today...

Till Next time...